Friday, June 27, 2008
Korach- From the teachings of the Or Gedalyahu
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Always Think About Hashem!
The Gra writes that the greatest anguish there is for the nefesh is when a person is niftar and can look back at what he could have accomplished had he still been alive; but he can no longer do any of it. This, he writes, greatly distresses the nefesh. When a person reaches Gan Eden, whether he lived with this Da'at or not makes a world of difference. One's chelek in G"E can change completely based on this. But a person who always lives with the is knowledge of the Borai Olam constantly in his mind has a greater part in G"E as he is truly closer to Hashem. After all, that is what the essence of G"E is; to be close to Hashem.
All these idea are very simple and straightforward. However, the Yetzer HaRa tries to make people live based on externals; and to stop them from understanding the greatness, and depth, and unimaginable pricelessness of this advice; to constantly live with the thought of HaKadosh Boruch Hu. The more this knowledge penetrates the depths of the soul, the closer one becomes to Hashem. The opposite, chas v'shalom, is true as well. If a person only focuses on simply doing mitzvot and being mekayem things, but neglects his inner connection to Hashem, he will get rewarded for the miztvot he deos, but he will be missing the most important reward of all, "L'hitaneg al Hashem." The entire point in life is to connect and cleave to Hashem through Torah u'Mitzvot.
This what it says in Mesilat Yesharim (perek 19). That we find among the truly pious that they exert themselves to attain that which should be the true kavanah behind all our actions; to serve Hashem solely for His glory and without ulterior motives. Obviously someone who serves Hashem and looks toward the reward he will receieve in Olam HaBa is not regraded as having negative intentions, rather it is not ideal. And in the end, it is a bit ulterior.
As Ramchal writes, when one strengthens his love for Hashem and desires to expand His greatness, then he will be motivated to serve Him for this great and true purpose. How is one to do this? Why, it is written in Bilvavi Mishkan Evneh! To delve and contemplate on Hashem as much as possible brings one closer to Him, strengthening the connection, thereby deepening the ahavah which brings one to serve Hashem for His own kavod. Also, as it says in Bilvavi, being filled with that Da'at of Hashem, one will come to leave behind the vanities of this world. It says in Mesilat Yesharim that highest kavanah is that of detaching oneself from worldly personal wants and desires and focusing only on Hashem and making a Kidush Hashem by fulfilling his ratzon. As the Zohar says "איזהו חסיד? המתחסד עם קונו".
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Tfillah- More Than Just Words
The Torah says that at that moment, as Moshe and Aharon were on their faces and B"Y were going against Calev & Yehoshua, the Schinah came down in the Ohel Moed to all of B"Y. Hashem then speaks to Moshe. And what does Moshe do? He begs of Hashem to not destroy Bnei Yisrael and he davens for them. Now let's take a look at a main component of Moshe's tfillah:
יְדֹוָד אֶרֶךְ אַפַּיִם וְרַב חֶסֶד נֹשֵׂא עָוֹן וָפָשַׁע וְנַקֵּה לֹא יְנַקֶּה פֹּקֵד עֲוֹן אָבוֹת עַל בָּנִים עַל שִׁלֵּשִׁים וְעַל רִבֵּעִים
והזכיר במדות "ארך אפים ורב חסד" ולא הזכיר "אמת", כי במדת אמת יהיו חייבים. ולא הזכיר "נוצר חסד לאלפים", כי לא בזכות אבות נתפלל משה עכשיו ולא הזכיר בתפילה הזאת לאברהם ליצחק וליעקב כלל. והטעם בעבור שהארץ ניתנה לאבות ומהם ירשוה, והם מורדים באבותם ולא היו חפצים במתנה שלהם אשר האבות היו בוחרים בה מאד, והיאך יאמר "אשר נשבעת להם בך וגו' וכל הארץ הזאת אתן לזרעכם" (שמות לב יג) והם אומרים אי אפשנו במתנה זו:
ולא הזכיר "וחטאה", בעבור שאלו מזידים ופושעים. ולא ידעתי למה לא הזכיר "רחום וחנון", אולי ידע משה כי הדין מתוח עליהם ולא ימחול לעולם, לכן לא ביקש רק אריכות אפים שלא ימיתם כאיש אחד ולא ישחטם כצאן במדבר שימותו במגפה, ובעבור שלא בקש עתה אלא אריכות אפים אמר לו "סלחתי כדבריך" שאהיה להם ארך אפים ורב חסד. והזכיר "פוקד עון אבות", לאמר שאם יראה שלא למחות עונם יפקוד עון אבות על בניהם ולארך אפים יקחם, ומזה היתה הגזרה לקבוע להם בכיה לדורות בלילה הזה כי פקד עונם על זרעם:
First of all, one that Ramban doesn't discuss (unless I'm just really bad at reading and missed it) is that normally the 13 Middot usually start "Hashem, Hashem"; here there is only one Shem Hashem. This Shem Hashem (Yud-Key-Vav-Key) represents rachamim. One is before the sin and the other is for after the sin. Here the sin already occured, so Moshe only used the Name which represents rachamim after the sin.
Next, there is no mention of the midda of Emet (אמת). The reason the Ramban says as to Why Moshe didn't say this was because the emet of the matter was that the people had sinned, and were guilty.
Nor did he say the midda of Notzer Chesed L'Alafim (נוצר חסד לאלפים). This is because this is talking about Zchut Avot. Eretz Yisrael was given to Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov for their children to inherit. B"Y had just rebelled against there ancestral inheritence. They didn't want it. So how could Moshe say that Hashem should forgive them in the zchut of their Avot?
Lastly, the Ramban writes that V'Chata'a (וחטאה) was skipped because B"Y were "Mezidim u'Poshim," and this midda refers to sin that is unintentional. Also, he writes that he doesn't know why Moshe didn't say Rachum v'Chanun, perhaps because he knew that really the case against them was stronger and he was davening that Hashem should not kill them all at once. And that is what Hashem meant when He said "I have forgiven because of your words," that He will not wipe them out all at once, but will have them die out over the course of 40 years.
I read in Rav Neventzal's sichot that he writes a very fundamental concept about tfillah based on this. Moshe basically "customized" his own tfillah from the 13 Middot. Why didn't he say the whole version as given to him by Hashem? Why did he only apply certain phrases? Tfillah is not something where you say some words and then a miracle happens. Hashem didn't teach Moshe the 13 Middot so that when in distress he could simply cry them out and then all would be forgiven! Davening is something which comes from the heart! Every word has meaning and they all individually matter, (especially and more specifically the 13 Middot). Moshe looked at the situation and saw what he needed to daven for and that is what he did. It came from his heart, b'kavana! He didn't just say a bunch of words without meaning. This is how our tfillot should be as well. When we daven, it should not be reading absentmindedly from a siddur. We need to focus on what we are really saying and make sure it comes from the heart, b'kavana.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Why "bin" and not "ben"?
Where did Yehoshua get the "י" that was added to "הושע"? It came from Sara's former name; Sarai. However, what vowalization was under that yud in Sarai's name? None. When Yehoshua recieved that yud, it needed the shva to go under it. So where did that shva come from? It was taken from the segol under the "ב" in "בן"! Therefore, the word ben was left with a vowalization of chirik instead of segol. That is why it is pronounced "bin" instead of ben. So there you go, the answer to that timeless question.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Ameilus BaTorah
Parshat Nasso at one point talks about the erection of the Mishkan. Parek 7 pasuk 1 says: